So the last time I posted was back in November of last year. That sounds so weird to say, when in reality it was only a couple of months ago yet it seems so far back.
I was talking about being downed by friends and just people in general. It was a sort of more sadder post, but I believe that it helped me get what I was feeling at the time out of my system.
The reason I have not made a post in a while is because I have finished finals and I have been on winter break, and have come home. Its been hard, no internet and other problems that I don't wish to elaborate on at the moment.
However, I wanted to post an update while I have a snippet of internet that I can use.
I passed all of my finals ( Thank the Lord! ) and now I am signing up for my spring classes and such. I did fairly well on all of the exams aside from my math.
I am feeling much better than I was in that post, and I am thankful. I believe it is because I have been busing myself with work and other things that take my mind off the name-calling and other feelings that I keep bottled inside.
I think that is actually what I want to talk about today.
I am a person who has been through quite a bit at an early age, and instead of telling others how I feel, I keep them inside. Of course, this blog has become a spill-all for me, but there are still things that I keep to myself. I don't believe that is a good idea, because every once in a while it all comes out and I cry like a baby. But that's okay.
I think that this blog or just writing things down in a journal is a good way to get my feelings out, and maybe that could help one of you guys as well. Don't feel pressured to have to tell anyone about your feelings, but also I don't think it's good to keep them to yourself all of the time.
This is just something that helps me. I keep multiple notebooks, diaries, journals, notes whatever that can be laying around my room when I feel upset that I can open up and write it down. It helps me get what I am thinking in my head out, and in turn helps me sort of figure out what I can do about the problem- if something can be done.
Of course this is not for everyone, because I love to write in the first place, it just comes as second nature to me. But I do want to say that I am here if anyone wants to talk about anything. I'll leave my email address down below, and if you want to talk, shoot me an email and I'll try my best to reply in a speedy manner. It may not happen this week due to the internet problem but I go back to school on the 20th so unlimited wifi and more updates are soon to come.
I just want to let those who read this know that it is okay to feel upset, or else it wouldn't of been a feeling that we were gifted with. Its okay to get help if it gets worse, but it's also okay to keep a small journal to yourself if that helps. It is most definitely okay to cry when you feel the need, it does not mean you are weak.
I am going to stop there because I feel as though I am rambling, but I am here for you guys.
I promise all my posts won't be like this, but I am not going to say that some aren't because this blog is for me to pour my feelings out as well as squeal about the new makeup and clothes deals I come across.
Hope you guys had a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Years, tell me below what you received for Christmas(:
Keep Calm and Sparkle On,